a sleepless nite...
woke up at 7+am...last nite, i went to bed at 1 am... it was e first time i couldn't sleep in Stockholm...i said my usual prayers for my loved ones & frens, and tried to sleep...but i ended up tossing and turning, listening to e noises of pple talking outside, e sound of footsteps in e corridors...somehow, i didn't feel peaceful at all, though my room was so quiet dat my ears even hurt...maybe it was from all e studying in the day....maybe it's bcos i was angry at myself...it's hard to explain, but at times, small little things bother me a lot, and i noe i realli shouldn't feel sad/affected about these things...but when i do get upset over such small little things, i start to get angry with myself for feeling this way...conflicting...confusing...disturbing...suffering from insomnia, i got up to read a book...den i hugged my soft toys to sleep...zzz...am feeling much much happier after speaking to you over e webcam just now...=) like u were saying, such things may be small, but it hurts...and if anything, there's always u! thank God for u...=) u always make me feel better about myself and cheer me up when i am feeling down... =)
posted by tauhuay_02 @ 2:33 PM
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